11/16/12
They say if you really loved a person, you'll even go to the extend of letting her go for her happiness, even if it does not lie with you...
Such a humble move...I was once so sure that I could do it....
Now that I've done it...It just keeps coming back to bite me....
Cause all those memories we had just triggers all so easily...
You've become a part of my life...to such an extend that you affect me subconsciously already....
My memory lanes .... They just are too common around....
Places...where I have to go often....
Places where its meaning just seems so insignificant....
There are memory lanes like Boon Lay and Aljunid...
Yet some small ones like Kovan and Yishun....
Some can be as big as Bedok.
Some can be as simple as the inside of a car....
Some... Even some can be Orchard and City Hall....
I remember all those mini details...
I remember all those large pictures....
I remember all those pain and struggle....
I remember all those laughter and joy....
But now....
You've found another...
So I'm only left with the memories....
The question has always been on my head...
Whose fault was it...?
Someone has to be a bad guy right...?
You said you'll accompany till then...
I said I'll hold you back even if you didn't liked to....
So who didn't keep his/her promise...?
Who didn't do what they wished to do....
I've decided to let it be me...
Me... Who didn't have the strength to hold you...
Me... Who didn't have the courage to fight for you....
Me... Who gave up all so easily....
Me... Who's decided to end it....
Me... To slack my grip on you...When you pleaded me...To hold on tighter...
Because its only then I can answer the question...
As to why I'm crying right now...
As to why I'm feeling so bad right now...
As to how I've hurt myself...
As to how I've let you down....
So if you're reading this...
Please tell yourself that it is not your fault...
And that the rain just wont stop...
But you were once a rainbow, a sunshine...
Who could have just been the source....
Live on happier with him...
Less the mistakes you will make...
Double the smiles you've to give...
Half the frowns you'll have to take...
Live life with him to both your fullest...
Make every single moment count...
Let nothing hold you or make you look back...
Lest you lose sight of what is there....
Give it your best...
Let him do the rest...
It'll take 2 to clap...
Yet only 1 to slap....
There was once an ImperfectAngel....
Now...It's just 1mp3rf3t10n
He's brought back down to a mortal...
For he's not longer a hero....
1mp3rf3t10n
My words, for you future
posted at 11/16/2012