I think I need to just say this to somewhere...and pray hope a reply will come running back to me...
I... I really can't forget about her...can I?
She used to laugh to much...
She's such a cry baby...
She's got a sharp tongue...
She cares so much about me....
So how can I forget a lady such as her?
She's brought me alot of joy to my life....
She has accepted what I am...
And yet... Its all back to my fault...
Sigh....
I wish to be stronger...
I really wish to be the man she wanted...
Some how I just can't.....
Sometimes I'm mad at her...
Cause I feel that she's not caring enough....
Sometimes I'm so glad I have her...
She's just there whenever I needed her....
Thinking back to all those memories I had...
Our first meeting at that station...
My first time stepping into her house...
My first time going to her school to fetch her....
My first time spending so much money on a girl....
My first time watching a movie alone with a girl...
My first time having a girl support me for my sport...
I wont forget those moments....
Where you just surprised me with a new wallet...
Where you just surprised me with a visit into my paintball field...
Where you kept saying 'Kaya Bun'
Where you cried over a maths test...
Where we sat at the beach just enjoying that sea breeze....
You helped my through so much...
I just want to have everything back......
Cause it's dark from here on....
My very first sunshine in my rainy life....
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She was the perfect girl....