12/31/09
what...is wrong with my plans?
i dunno....is there sth really wrong???
first....it was juz dinner with Ruth....and all....but....she nvr turned up? did she? i waited 7 hrs for that....endured the long wait....
but....it screwed up...with her without appearing....
then...it was 2dae...i was suppose to meet amander at 12....and yea...well...she couldn't wake up....
it was juz a sit at ECP...gazing the sunset....
i know u prefer moon...but....night...its sth i cant do YET...so i thought...suset would be good enough....
but...heys..i cant blame u....u slpt late... so yea...4given...
everyone is 4give in the end...i nvr get angry....
but i do get the disappointment...and loneliness...
that's all....
maybe someday...
my romantic plans can (HOPEFULLY!) work out....
lets juz hope its within 19 yrs....
1mp3rf3t10n
Romantic plans.
posted at 12/31/2009
12/28/09
A night... A full moon....Darkness Sprinkled by small bright shinning stars~
We are there...juz by the beach....watchin the full moon...Moonlighting.... eating stuff from plates laid out on the mat....drinking champagne by a champagne flute....
ahh....wont that be soo romantic?
FUCK
NTH EVER WORKS OUT IN THE WORLD...DOES IT????
zzz....let me fall in to an endless slp....escape this freakin world...
world of evil...unfairness....
if only the world was a naive one....
wont the world be so much better???
1mp3rf3t10n
Nothin ever works out, does it?
posted at 12/28/2009
12/27/09
o.0
0.o
o.o
0.0
>w<
:D
D:
T.T
:]
>:[
D:<
sigh....
smilies...anyone???
1mp3rf3t10n
Smiles.
posted at 12/27/2009
12/18/09
NEW SKIN! (AGAIN!)
my mouse script finally!!!!
Its that...Blue dot thingy that follows ur mouse
haha...wanted to use in the previous skins...
but realised it always cant...no idea why...O.O
haha....
anyways...hope all like it!!!
lonely guy in the rain....
cold...
HAHA!!!
1mp3rf3t10n
Water is wet. But it hurts somehow.
posted at 12/18/2009
12/17/09
sigh....
4gting stuff
has nvr been so tough...
sigh...
i'm...so tired.....
lets end this quick...shall we?
1mp3rf3t10n
Quick.
posted at 12/17/2009
12/14/09
its nearly a week now....
since i broke up with her....
i dunno why...
i still do look at our chats...
2mths was pretty short...
| (12:21 AM) ジョセフ....give me: | dar.... |
|---|---|
| (12:21 AM) I LOVE YOU I LOV: | making my heart pain |
| (12:21 AM) ジョセフ....give me: | u noe he likes u? |
| (12:21 AM) I LOVE YOU I LOV: | tonight i no need sleep le  ya |
| (12:21 AM) ジョセフ....give me: | he noes u like him? to say the truth... i was juz toying with u |
| (12:22 AM) ジョセフ....give me: | i didnt really like u |
| (12:22 AM) I LOVE YOU I LOV: | i know that you dun love me at all i knew it |
| (12:22 AM) ジョセフ....give me: | then? why still be with me? |
| (12:22 AM) I LOVE YOU I LOV: | i dunno... |
| (12:22 AM) ジョセフ....give me: | dar... break up wtih me.. zihao can giv u alot more happiness then i can |
| (12:23 AM) I LOVE YOU I LOV: | i know the devil thing was a lie too |
| (12:23 AM) ジョセフ....give me: | it was.. it was all juz to play with u... |
| (12:24 AM) I LOVE YOU I LOV: | =] |
guess this would be the most hurtful lie i ever said...
juz a question...
why does it hurt all so bad???
1mp3rf3t10n
Lies.
posted at 12/14/2009
12/13/09
i regret....telling a big lie...
this lie....
was a lie...to get her...
to be with a better guy...
but in order to do so....
she left me...
i noe its for the best....
but why does it hurt???
1mp3rf3t10n
Hurting, regretting.
posted at 12/13/2009