signaling: as of 2dae...Joseph Lee is freed from sec3 exams....
bt...he's still hell as worried....
mid year was done fucking badly.... so i MAY not be promoted...i hoping against many odds...
and also.... hav been up to do the box...so yea...its only spray painted finish..... freak....why must she go overseas.... it makes me wanna procrastinate more.....
sigh..... now....i'm wondering about my bleak future.... i'm wondering wat's gonna happen from here on.... wat's gonna happen once this is over....
and also....i've been tinking more of u....
i realised that during exams....i had to take out my wallet so i can stop thinking bout u....(first few papers i didn't do so...and u keep popping up...so couldnt concentrate....dun apologise... not ur fault...its mine that i cant get over you....that's if u see this post.....)
also....on trips back home... i tink how much i've changed...
suddenly, i've gotten a specs fetish...and its weird....i USED to hate girl's hu wear specs...now....im juz loving them....
maybe in love...senses do change....
so since i've been tinking of u.... i kept wondering to ur blog....hoping that u updated...but yea...i din...
and 2dae? i decided to pop in to ur qt....
and...
i realised...that u hurt soo much.....and that u are saying that lucifer's hurting u alot....
maybe its true..... maybe i shouldnt approach u anymore...
if its me that's causing the hurt...im srry.... if u ever think that lucifer's hurting u....i'm srry....
whatever happens....i dun wan anything bad to happen to u....
ur happiness has been made 1st priority to me....no matter wat.....
even if it means having to let go for life.....
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I'm back, but might be gone.