why.....why did i hesitate???
i wanted to call u yesterday....wish u luck for ur papers.....
why couldnt i pick up the courage....call u and say...'Good luck!'
i'm so stupid.....and 2dae...i decided to call.....ur mom said ur phone confiscated....i feel so stupid....why....why didnt i???
2dae went to eat subway....tried subway melt SALAD....awesome.....the sauces went well.....all was good for 2dae...except for the screaming from miss choy...and the calling to u.....
oh yea...talking about miss choy....
she asked some questions....had to bite my lip HARD so as not to argue wif her.....
'Don't you find yourself hateful?'
YEA... I DO..... TAT'S WHY I DONT WANT TO DO WORK....ITS NOT FOR ME ANYWAYS....
'Why do you not care about others feelings?'
CAUSE THEY NVR DID FOR ME
'You shouldn't live on.'(i noe its not like tat...but its the message anyways)
YEA....I WISH I COULD DIE.....BUT I'M LIVING...FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANS ME ALIVE.....I MYSELF WANT TO DIE.....SPEAK TO THEM....NOT ME
'Why did you choose this life?'
FUCK....IS IT LIKE I WANTED TO BE LIKE THIS????? MY LIFE CHANGED ME FUCKER.....
WHO EVER DOESNT DOESNT NOE WHAT THE FUCK ITS HAPPENING TO ME.....YOU HAV NO FUCKING RIGHTS TO TELL ME I'M WRONG.....
I LIVE THE WAY I WISH MY LIFE TO BE TO THE BEST....
YOU AIN'T GONNA FUCKING GET IN THE WAY.
this is speaking to all the mother fuckers who is GONNA get in MY way. or gonna try changing my attitude....
here is an advice
'IT AIN'T GONNA GET IN.AND YOU ARE WASTING YOUR FUCKING TIME ON A FUCKING TRASH.GET GOING.'
man....gonna wonder who's gonna read this.....
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*knocks knocks*
(opens door)
Death:'Hi! I'm your new neighbour!'
Me:I didn't know I'm in hell.Wait,this is earth isn't it? Ah well. What's the diff. Nice to meet you Death!