8/22/09
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN REALLY NOE GOD FUCK!
fucking hell.... wat the hell is wrong!!!!! WHY DOES THIS DOWNWARD SLOPE IN LIFE NVR GOT UP!!!!!!!
all i wish.... its juz the exact opposite!!!! You said that all will be forgiven... i'm not am i?! my sin are juz to deep isn't it... God... juz bitch....
hell srry to all Christians reading this... to say the truth... the only times i've prayed...is to ask for the protection of all others... i dun care if i'm damned by You.... i dun care if i go to hell or anywhere.... juz get all safe...all to be happy....all to have peace.....
but noo...... all You gave them (to Rytha to be specific) is the DAMNED PIECE OF BITTER PIE!!!!!
i flared up...scolded her...and she tinks i'm unreasonable....... i dun noe man..... y must i lose temper wen all the time...i was able to keep cool.......
i guess its the end...i cant take wat u shove to me...Rytha.... i've been by ur side for the tings i've screwed up for u....but....YOU KEEP BITCHIN TAT YOU CANT SEE HIM.... THINK FOR HELL'S SAKE!!!!! YOU MEET HIM FOR MONTHS!!!!!!!! WAYYY B4 I EVEN LIKED RUTH!!!!!!
MONTHS!!!!!!!!!! I'VE MET RUTH ONLY 4 TIMES!!!!!!!! YOU MAY BE DIFFERENT COZ YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP....BUT FUCK!!! WAT'S TRULY THE BIG DIFFERENCE???? A RELATIONSHIP IS STH YOU ARE IN...BUT ITS STILL LOVE... you cant meet hu you love...which is sean... ISN'T IT THE SAME ALRDY?!I CANT MEET HU I LOVE!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S RUTH!!!!!
OPEN YOUR EYES RYTHA!!!!!!!!!! JUZ OPEN IT!!!!! STOP LOOKING HOW YOUR LIFE IS WORSE THEN OTHERS!!!!!!!!!! THERE ARE ALWAYS PPL WORSE THEN YOU!!!!!!!!!!
i was unreasonable?! then think.... HU GAVE YOU THE GAMES IN THE ARCADE TODAY.... but you didn't tink wat hav happened to me wen u din see me again.... you came out....said...'they can't let you in arh????' ISN'T IT FUCKING OBVIOUS?!?!?! OF COZ I'LL START TO FLARE UP....... THERE WASNT EVEN A SOUND OF SRRY!!!!!!! YOU JUZ LOOKED AT ME....KEEP LOOKING AT ME WIF THOSE FUCKED UP CRYING EYES...HOPING I'LL STOP COZ I WILL TINK YOU'RE ALRDY WORSE THEN ME......THEN RUN OFF....COZ I FLARE UP WIF YOU!!!!
I DIN EAT COZ I PAID FOR YOUR MEAL..hav any idea how hungry i am typing this msg?????..... I PAID YOUR ACARDE GAME WIF THE MONEY I WAS SUPPOSE TO SAVE UP FOR CHALET..... I BROUGHT OUT MY SAVINGS COZ I WANTED TO BUY A YOYO.... I BOUGHT IT....BUT I WASN'T GONNA SPEND THE REMAINING......
MUST YOU TREAT ME LIKE TAT???? like some guy....who's suppose to pay everything for you????? i'm juz a stand in for sean right?! fuck off....i aint gonna be like tat for long.... i spent 200+ on you...AN AMOUNT TAT'S SEAN SUPPOSE TO.....
i dun even noe wat i am to u.....you say bro....i hav my doubts...you treat me like dirt......
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You pissed me off too much.
posted at 8/22/2009