7/31/09
lets do a small review of my life here!!!!
review 1: Comparison to my old pri sch life....
more moody...more emo-y.... XD.... more brother and sister hoods
review 2: This week
XD so many things sia.... lets see....currently down if some weird sickness....(dunno wat sickness coz i nvr see doc.... XD) and also aaaalot of tings nid to bother about....
1.ERM....Physics file is missing...and currently no idea wat to do (i din hav 1 to begin wif)
2.taking of troop
3.balancing friends and work (i'm making friends more important..so dun fail me....)
sigh.....
being called the dog of the class maybe infuriating... but i juz hav to live wif it....
like what i hav to do.... knwing u wont be by my side anymore... for i've wasted my chances...and would nvr ask again.... so all i can do.... is pray tat u are smiling everytimei tink of u....hope tat ur enjoying life as i pray and swear tat i'm here for u...
i noe its hell stupid to wait... but i've always been dumb
1mp3rf3t10n
Dumbest guy in the world.
posted at 7/31/2009
7/28/09
running out of ideas these days.....
XD
lets see....
tml's gonna be hell coz i ran from Mr Tan (physics).....
then....2dae....
i've been tinking alot(2dae's special.... very strong....).... and class was whisking away.....
what to do??? stop and entertain all those dreams..... Rytha screamed at me..... and it sounded soo much lke you.....
what to do...wat to do????
1mp3rf3t10n
Almost ran across the road at the junction after sending you off. It was red on my side. You can guess. (Rytha)
posted at 7/28/2009
7/23/09
i'm living my days as they are.... and also trying my best not to tink bout u...
2dae was easy not tinking bout u.... my mind was concentrating on escape from my cher (hu's hmk i owe lots...and the last period of the day was hers....:P) HAHA!!!!! me and nick was like...
Joseph:' Nick!!! Pack up first!!! l8r class end can chiong out!!! (1345)
Nick: 'Ok!!!'
*ding dong ding dong*
Joseph: 'ZAO ZAO ZAO!!!!'
LOL!!!! i bet tml's gonna be hell... but lets juz say... it can be done if i wanted it to be....
:P
1mp3rf3t10n
Living each day, knowing that face that I can never, ever reach.
posted at 7/23/2009
7/22/09
i've lost my personal seal.... to seal whatever it is...
i ask u guys.... dont u find that...i've been ok all these while??? no attacks at all???
its coz of that seal... that very seal.....
and now.... its gone.... and gone forever....
it is in a pair.... one to keep me from turning absolute evil... other to jux keep me with my emotions....
this pair... is no ordinary pair... its a metalic pair of items.....
and this pair... was enchanted to keep me safe... and another if i was to giv it.....
if anything happens to me from this day onwards... srry.....i cant control anymore....
1mp3rf3t10n
The pair. Lost.
posted at 7/22/2009
7/19/09
2dae...and now...i'll break my 1day/1post rule....maybe coz i got alot on my mine....
and its really basically u.....
tinkin of u...is all i can do now....
and not being able to see u...
is not being able to feel warmth for a day....
everyday....although i hang around wif a few of my frenz, one is that she's gonna juz be wif her stead.... and tat really brings me down.... two is tat...this bro of mine...doesnt really help....
so....all i do...is tink and hope, how happy... u r at the moment... and tat u are the happiest now...and on and on...
i've been really irritating.... juz trying to talk.... maybe u r ignoring me...maybe u're juz too busy.... but i dun mind both...juz....maybe....giv a short reply....and all is well enough for me....
1mp3rf3t10n
You probably not read this.
posted at 7/19/2009
7/18/09
lets revolve around 4 tings 2dae....
Tears:
Knowing this girl that i've met so short....should hav been simple to 4gt the feelin hav got 4 her...i should hav 4gtten how she look....wat her smiles were like... what her body feels like... wat her laughter sounds like... wat true happiness should be..... wat i cant hav....
Sins:
Smoke,Drink,Sex,Summoning,Talking to Them,Running from home,Disobedenice....
Flaws:
So great are the amount of sins... so deep are the wrongs... i cant right them all....i'll juz carry.... and walk....
Life:
Who would like this guy? who would wan a guy...hu practically doesnt care what his frenz hav gone through....wat his 'sisters' or 'brothers' troubles are....hu ignores the fact tat he is doing things tat hurt those around him.....
juz....thoughts....
my.....thoughts.....
1mp3rf3t10n
Tears, Sins, Flaws, Life, Death.
posted at 7/18/2009
7/14/09
hm....where to start where to start???
haha....well...looks like another drama is gone start kickin in..... its gone.... and going....
yawnz....
and then back to u....
i'm tryin so hard.... its bringing me to tears.... to try and 4gt you totally....
1mp3rf3t10n
What's up with all the short posts???
posted at 7/14/2009
7/13/09
I'm feeling generous...so if there's any song request you wanna listen to on this blog.... do leave me a note in the cbox right over
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2dae... i decided to leave the last chance hanging.....
so... help me pimp up my blog and giv me song requests!!!!!
1mp3rf3t10n
Melodies that fill the ears of everybody who wishes to listen.
posted at 7/13/2009
7/10/09
now.... these few things are the least of wat i truly am hoping for....
Syafiq,Scott,Caroline,Ruth,Rytha,Sean,Ky and 2 more gals....basically the ppl i wish to do these activities wif
1.Play pool
2.Coffee drinking in a jazzy cafe
3.Cycling
4.Swimming in the sea
5.Day gazing
6.Hav a nice bbq by the sunset
7.Stargazing
8.Moon watching
9.Movies
10.A slumber party
hoping it would work on the dec holidays
wasn't able to throw "stuff" into the sea today....
1mp3rf3t10n
Still thinking,will continue thinking. But always hoping.
posted at 7/10/2009
7/9/09
oreta awai tsubasa
kimi wa sukoshi aosugiru
sora ni tsukareta dake sa
mou dareka no tame janakute
jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo
izen toshite shinobiyoru kodoku
uchigawa ni tomaru rousoku
nigi wa ubau ni koukana chandaria to wa urahara ni
tarinai kotoba no
kubomi wo nanide umetaraiin darou
mou wakaranai yo
semete yume no naka de
jiyuu ni oyogetara
anna sora mo iranai no ni
kinou made no koto wo
nuritsubusanakutemo
asu ni mukaeru no ni
oreta awai tsubasa
kimi wa sukoshi aosugiru
sora ni tsukaretadake sa
mou dareka no tame janakute
jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo
rettoukan to no wakai wa
kantan ni wa kanawanaisa
jiishiki no teppen ni suwaru
kagami ga utsusu hanabira
furishiboru you ni
kogoreta ai wo sakende miru keredo
modokashikute
meguru toki no naka de
kizuguchi wa yagate
kasabuta ni kawatte iku
kimi wa sore o matasu
totemo utsukushiku
totemo hakanage de
hagare ochita ato no
ubuge no you ni
hiwamari no naka de furueru inori
ima wa muri ni dareka no koto
ai sou to omowanakute ii no ni
toki ni kono sekai wa
ue wo muite
aruku ni wa sukoshi mabushisugiru ne
shizumu you ni
me wo fuseru to
kawaita shimen ga namida wo susuru
why do you remember
without having now
subete wo uketomenakute no ii yo
why do you remember
without having now
koraeru koto dakedo
yuuki ja nai
1mp3rf3t10n
Songs.
posted at 7/09/2009
7/8/09
its jux really heart wrenching....
i'm looking at the green little man... standing at the bottom of my desktop.... there it is... juz sitting....no sign...no clock....
its an online sign... and its juz sitting there....
all i wish... is that it'll blink blue... jux once....
i nid you in my life....i really do.....
1mp3rf3t10n
Its you that I ask for.
posted at 7/08/2009
7/7/09
LOL.... leg still cramp from yesterday....zzz
ok...
lets talk bout yesterday... free and easy... so went wif scott... go his hse...then play bball wif his frenz....also went swimming....syafiq tagged along
so the new guys i know are... Steven.... Rayner...Bryan... and Evan (srry cant spell your full name....:P) Evan and Rayner 2gter...
LOL... so was playing 24.. figured out a few... and EVAN... YOU SUCK AT COUNTING LAWLS....
then Rayner KP the freaking security guard...cant stop laughing.... LAWLS....
LEG CRAMP!!!!
seeing u online...knowing that you are right in front of the comp....but unable to reply...i feel so lonely... and yet...i feel sad as u are piled by work....and stressed out all the time
1mp3rf3t10n
Sigh.
posted at 7/07/2009
7/3/09
everytime i tink of a gal.... u came to my mind.......
so i can tell... all i wan is you....
sometimes i wonder....if you ever read this blog.....
sometimes.... even if you are not there.... u gav me a bit of company....juz tinking of you....
but now you dun reply....
i feel ignored...
coz it seems everyone would hav rather me dead....
i dunnoe bout how u tink....
but i hope its not that.....
1mp3rf3t10n
See you when I wake up, its a gift, I didn't think it could be real.
posted at 7/03/2009
7/1/09
i've got all the preparations done.. juz wonder if all will work....
sigh... i wanna get a new car... but i can't decide which to get... so i'm gonna ask her (Maximum Tune)
:P.... looks like i'm relying on her opinions on alot.... maybe coz her choices all seem to nice..... and crazy...
i've told you that crazy gals are my type.... so dun tink i wont like u coz u tink u got a weird personality... its all these that makes you unique....
1mp3rf3t10n
Crossing my fingers till they hurt.
posted at 7/01/2009