i'm sooo messed up...
why am i getting dragged to things i dun wish to be in...den get blamed for being in there....
i kept wondering the purpose of me in this world.... to do stupid stuff and commit suicide coz of it later???
i wonder.... how am i gonna help ppl....yet...whoever i help, i'll juz hurt that person or another...
its sickening....
so i go to the arcade and play maximum tune.... now at 600 hp.... haha.... hope to get the neon lights soon....
and still... i tink of that blue bird... the one that's so brilliant in blue.... the one that always gets troubled by sth..... and the one whom seems to be so happy....
its so screwed up....
If you dun wan a person to die becoz you noe you'll be left alone....wont that be selfish?
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Screwed up.