5/31/09
haha....2dae marks the start of the holidays.... yet there's no one i can hangout wif.... its kinda a bad start....
i hope for a good holiday....and also to be wif her for as long and as many times as possible....
i wonder every night.... how you are... how u are feeling.... are you sick... how u would feel like.... how warm u might be in my arms.... how moist ur lips are... how u slp....
so many things... and yet i cant be able to make them sastified....
i went to play Maximum Tune 2dae...and i've not tuned it enough yet....
whenever i'm bored....i'll look at the previous conversations we had...dating bac to dec 2008.... and realised that u are so much greater then me in so many ways.... then...i remember making u disappointed at me..... then the sick convo we had once...hahax.... but the disappointing 1 kinda haunts me till now....i'm so srry to hav shown u that side of me.....
1mp3rf3t10n
The wonders of the night.
posted at 5/31/2009
woo whoo!!!!
back to post.... haha....had pepper lunch 2dae.... nice.....
was playing wif nunchuks... den go play Maximum Tune thing....haha...I SUCK....
drummania 3 was ok??? but uncomparable to V6!!!!
yawnz......
waitin for bmx still....
missing and waiting for her too.....
1mp3rf3t10n
Who would want a guy who gets into lots of trouble ON PURPOSE???
posted at 5/31/2009
5/29/09
You're making choice to live like this,
And all of the noise,
I am silence.
We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life,
Yeah I would explode.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky.
I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I've found you.
I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Just for you tonight.
Let me help you fly,
Cause you won't have time.
To cover your eyes,
Get your disguise,
They won't ask you why,
They just watch you die.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
And the show goes on.
But you've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeah you've come this far,
And you're broken.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
(Let me light up the sky)
Light it up for you.
(Light it up fot you)
Let me make this mine,
(Let me make this mine)
I'll ignite for you,
(I'll ignite for you)
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken heart.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far and you're broken...
Let me light up the sky,
Let me light up the sky.
Credits to Yellowcard!!!
Love this song man.....
kinda into Yellowcard also
haha...Mom finally said she would buy BMX... I wonder wen its coming.... haha....
den again....i gottta buy my own Bass alrdy....and i can't find a job.....
sigh....
I'm still missing her....
it seems like...she cant get off my mine....
everytime,i'll go to her facebook...and remember how she looked like at that time in the pool.....
den...will come back to reality that she...could possibly no be mine..................
1mp3rf3t10n
Light up your sky.
posted at 5/29/2009
haha!!! LOOKS LIKE EVERYONE'S BOOKED THIS HOLIDAY.... guess i'm the oni one not....LAST SPEND THE TIME SPAMMIN THE ARCADE!!!!
but....then again....i quietly tell myself sumtins...
all that i failed to do....can i really find the strength to do it all better...or i'm i juz gonna sit here and be oblivious to it.....
i dunno.....
and i juz said one of my tinkings to sis bout her....i wonder if its true....
but still...the difference is that you are really kind and friendly....
i miss that cup of drink.....it quench my thirst alot....
*sigh*
look at the bright side...
But....its all dark....
i 4gt to say....
2 trys left..... self reminder.....
1mp3rf3t10n
Is this heaven turned hell? Or is it me? Everyone's well off. So I guess its heaven.
posted at 5/29/2009
5/26/09
i dunnoe hu i can cheer this msg up wif...but it sure wont be me....
i've failed 4 out of 6 subs.... currently...
Amaths
Emaths
SS
History
and the biggest let down is my maths.....i'm suppose to hav pass them at least....
the biggest failure in life should be me...
i failed in academics..
failed as a brother...
failed to get her...
failed to understand my surroundings....
failed to be understanding to those around me....
i should have been gone so that everyone wont be dragged by me....
its....juz that... failure is so big this time....i cant ignore it....
i hate this life.... i hate all that i'm going through...
1mp3rf3t10n
Biggest failure.
Silent chuckle. Silent tears. Silent cries. Silent death. Silence.
posted at 5/26/2009
5/25/09
7884...you noe sth???
u are the prettiest gal i've ever seen hu has a bang.....ur face suits it alot....
and everytime we chat....its like i lost a good fren once....and found her again..... though we've met 3 times in total....
everytime i stress....i'll tink bout u....and worry u more...den stress myself out......its sorta like a distraction...i thank u for it.....
i laugh silently....wen i read our previous MSN conversations....but am weeping...knowing that u are difficult to get....but also knowing that what a kind gal u are....though tempermental at times....
its becoz of all this small bundles of joy....u gave me.....and... its y......
1mp3rf3t10n
I've fallen head over heels,high over low for you. 7884 (won't put your name,till i can call you mine)
posted at 5/25/2009
5/22/09
I'm nvr buying Next.... THE TASTE SUCKS!!!!!
haha... oni 1 person will noe... and i'll like to thx her for giving it to me!!!!
i was comparing pics of you....wondering whether if u look better wif or without specs.... so i've come up wif an ans....
you look best when you are simple dressed... like a nice tee wif shorts....den ur eyes giv off a nice look....
ur specs make u look complicated....mature.....so wear it when u are preparing for formal things....
HAHA....i'm not cramming ur style....lets juz say, i prefer it like that...haha!!!!
sooooooooo bored.....CAN I DIE AND LIVE AGAIN?... if yes....i wanna die now......
i wanna try everything in this world......good and bad....but mostly bad.....
1mp3rf3t10n
Playing with fire teaches me that fire is hot.
posted at 5/22/2009
5/21/09
now that i'm both sick and love sick....i'm not that comfortable.....haha...
but....den there's so many that i worry bout....
i wrry bout this small sister.....hu is having a good time...but worrying about her other frenz....
i wrry bout this gal....hu is not going through a good life....that she is putting a nice front for me not to worry......i would feel alot better if u told me ur troubles....
AND LASTLY.....MY MYE.....haha
1mp3rf3t10n
Jay, you are the bird that flies free.
posted at 5/21/2009
5/16/09
actually, i'm wondering hu comes to this stupid blog....so those hu come, plz do tag....
i cant get her out.... its official.... she keeps appearing in my dreams....for a week....
i was wondering....hu's gonna fall for a guy...hu smokes,drinks,had *ahem* all before 18 and plays wif stuff that many detest......i dunno.....i juz wish it would be u....
1mp3rf3t10n
Short post. Forgive me.
posted at 5/16/2009
5/8/09
wow....
from wallet+phone lost to found wallet...started....*ahem* (to find out, ask Raging Rhino or ju2t p3rf3ct)but not doing it continuously lah...dun wan get addicted... haha....got my comp back wif 3gb upgrade....
maybe its another up and down life roller-coaster.... the next up i'll looking forward to is going to the movies wif my "family" on mon.....Syaf's going.....
haix..nvr did i not miss a day wifout thinking of u....
1mp3rf3t10n
WHEE!!!! ROLLER-COASTER!!!!!
posted at 5/08/2009
5/3/09
2dae was really bad....
i got into a heated argument wif me mom.....
experience a near death accident........
speeding is really fun and scary.........
haha......
but u cheered me up....juz at the end of the day....
1mp3rf3t10n
I'm going through mood swings.
posted at 5/03/2009
5/1/09
WHOOTS!!! first time went to the night safari..... WAS DAMN COOL!!!
the animals were very majestic.... though some were slpin.....
love the Sugar Gliders the most....fast agile and cute.....
haha.... i'll bring u guys if i can afford it..... IT REALLY EXPENSIVE... 32 for adult.........
haix.......really nid to start working if i were to want to treat u guys well........
I have not stopped tinking bout u.......
Ur pm states go away........i'm....kinda....tinking it points to me.......
1mp3rf3t10n
I lost my phone and wallet, and maybe something more.
posted at 5/01/2009