4/30/09
i'm losing my sanity..
i...was fused....for kill....yesterday......i was....Cerebus...........
david......i was fully conscious..... i was....having....bloodbaths...in my head......
i'm soo srry.....i'm losing it.....
i tink.....its soon...that big events will come......
i'm also thinking back....all the moments i lost....under the water when the bucket fell at WWW.....the time...exact spot...as Mei Mei's....when she hugged me...i din do anything........
1mp3rf3t10n
I won't be myself soon. Very soon.
posted at 4/30/2009
4/27/09
running 2 programmes are really hell tiring....
yesterday was at orchard road doing some stuff..... and got a few new gal no.s...no intention on going after them.... i'm still dedicated to her....and they aint my type anw.....haha
its hard to be my gal....lol.....many tings u nid one.....
haha
i'm bored till my wit ends....so i'm gettin in trouble in sch coz of it....HAHA!!!!
i must be crazy.....
should i update my stupid other blog???
I...Lost....My.....Band.....
T_T
it was to be the marker.....but....is it a sign???
i will not ponder on it.....
1mp3rf3t10n
I'm dedicated to get to the top, to the roof.
posted at 4/27/2009
4/20/09
snacking on potato chips.... wish there was a can of beer with me.....
still slpy from night hike though.... doesn't seem to be getting away......
she aint currently talking to me.....
you aint talking too....
i wont mind....
I'll juz laugh it all off...
would it be another long wait...like the 1 i had once???
1mp3rf3t10n
XD
posted at 4/20/2009
4/18/09
IPOC......man..... I WANNA KILL DAVID CHU!!!! Mousedeer's Patrol's checkpoints are STUPID!!!! THEY.... GO....IN....CIRCLES....or it juz makes us run back on forth....
Slept 2 hrs!!!! haha....i tot i could get through 24/7 again.....haha.....
Looks like Elephant Patrol got quite a scare.....haha.....
tired..... sooooo tired.......
wondering whether should i do a new blog....hmmm.....
1mp3rf3t10n
Next year, it's our turn.
posted at 4/18/2009
4/16/09
tml's IPOC! man....gonna be soo tired.....
i hope i can do my pen mod by then.... i nid an entertainment.....
i was wif a fren 2dae...a new friend that i made during camp coz i helped him wif something.... we were listening to songs wen i found this broken sex band on the chair.... i decided that it should do sth for me....
so i tied 3 thumb knots on it..... and.... it would be the tries i have......
1mp3rf3t10n
You will see it soon. And I hope it won't get untied totally.
posted at 4/16/2009
4/12/09
i wonder to myself....at times of darkness and despair....
should i continue to wait??? or leave....
den you came by.... showed the life of a pair.....
i realised...its all that i care.....
to be with you.... juz a single desire...
to hold you... juz a single dream.....
for you to be my companion
and my life long team....
woah...wrote that on the spot again.... hahax..... juz hope she will see it...... *sigh*.... dunnoe wen i can see u again....
was boring 2dae....din really wan to wake up....reluctantly got out of bed coz of tuition....i'm looking forward to IPOC.... juz hope i dun screw up with the map reading part..... haha.....noy much of an experience on that point.....
i wonder what i should get for mousedeer to eat during IPOC....hmmmmm.....*mind wonders*
1mp3rf3t10n
I kept writting stupid things out of the blue at times.
posted at 4/12/2009
4/11/09
today was the last meeting for the Sec 4's...i wish to the best to ur 'O' levels.....
this also mean another thing... SEC 3'S are coming in.....whahaha....setting plans to action....
and to david..... NO WORRIES....worry too much and u cant study.... i'll try to close all holes in my plans..... i promise....
2dae after scouts... went to Certury Square for acrade... $15 spent.... Drum Freak V5.... all my favs song in there.... like the WORLD and After Dark.... whaha....juz wished there was Guitar Freak V5.... i rather play the guitar version.....
as i was playing all these games..... i kept thinking bout u..... and i realised i din noe u so well.... i wish to noe more.... but i'm afraid that i'm asking too much about u... so i'll keep quiet... i kept thinking about ur cheerful (but sleep deprived >w<) face... it was what gave me the company i needed for today...though i did miss some notes while play >.<>.<
I'll complete your sentence for you
You say 'th trouble wih love is...'
1mp3rf3t10n
'You'll do anything'
posted at 4/11/2009
4/10/09
some weird quiz....
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B) Those who are being tag cannot refuse.
C) Continue this quiz by tagging 8 other people.
1 . syafiq
2 . kelvin
3 . galvin
4 . ivan ting
5 . david
6 . desmond
7 . ruth
8 . jessica
1 . What have you been doing recently?
er....juz went out wif my mom
2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
auto shut down function that is sudden
3 . What happened at 10am today?
was out eating....or walking...din bother
4 . When did you last cry?
Dun wish to say....ask Mei mei
5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
Our fates are not prewritten, that is Drama!
6 . What do you want in life now?
My wu ding.....
7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Love the coldness it gives
8. what's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
Slp...sex is tiring
9 . What bottoms are you wearing now?
er....some weird shorts...dark greenb
10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
her saying "Nothing is impossible through God"
11 . Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
Alot and alot of times alrdy
12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
I giv...not borrow
13 . What was the last movie you caught?
Its been awhile...i 4gt
14 . What are you proud of?
My stupidity
15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
Rytha" When are you going be online? Coz I just want to talk" dated at 30/11/08
16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
the World. Was playing it in the arcade on Guitar Freaks V.5
17 . Do you have any nickname(s)?
Current and best:1mp3rf3t10n
18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
David "Spread. All Scouts including sec 4 ventures are to bring 6 dollars tomorrow. The Money is the fee for orienteering. Details will be given tmr.
19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
9-10... was tired after a day at wild wild wet with her
20 . Are you currently happy?
YES! I saw her...for the third time in my life
21 . Who gives you the best advice?
Mother Nature
22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nope.... coz nvr tried
23 . Who did you talked to on phone last night?
Many people. She was one of them
24 . Is something bugging you right now?
When is the next time I would be seeing you?
25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
Jaymie Cheong Wu Ding (GUESS YOURSELF)
1mp3rf3t10n
Doesn't really like taking quizes.
posted at 4/10/2009
4/8/09
well.... i'm doing dumb things again.... waiting for her to be online....my guess is that she wont be.... or either she juz doesn't want to talk.... well.... i'm glad to hear her cheery voice 2dae....though it was.....cute and funny??? haha....XD
i dun noe...lol...i wanna go hyper...LIKE DRINK LOTS AND LOTS OF RED BULL AND GO SUGAR RUSH!!!!! haha..... nvr really had one b4.... haha.....
i dun noe whether i should wait or not....at most i'll wait till 1 den go slp if she isn't on by then.....
i found a ring... juz waiting for the green light.......
1mp3rf3t10n
Chalet??? Maybe......
posted at 4/08/2009
4/6/09
haha...its a late night post!!!! whoopY!!!
had red bull and shark at the same time today...or yesterday.... haha!!! all i noe....i drank on the 6/4/09!!!!(dd/mm/yy)
must be wondering y i'm up.... talking to the gal of my dreams......
wish i had played the guitar for u....ur fav song....
haha....my frenz made me look for couple ring that can be engraved.... i wish to engrave my and ur name on it someday...........
1mp3rf3t10n
You are my dream gal.
posted at 4/06/2009
4/4/09
First off.... thx to Rytha! u had been there for me yesterday night....
and to the gal..... no wrries.... i'm fine.. i wont ignore u.... i understand its not on purpose.... and u din expect it.... so i wont blame u....
chasing the sun is tiring.... but at least i feel the warmth.....
its the child side of me... that comforts me the most.....
i'll do anything... to get u to be mine....
1mp3rf3t10n
If that's all it takes, or more, i'll do it all.
posted at 4/04/2009
4/2/09
2dae's a free day for the Sec 3s hu went for camp...so here i am...at home slacking my ass off...
i should be happy.... and resting...but...
its juz really sad.... we've known each other for 4 mths.... but only seen each other twice.... one on purpose...the other by accident....
i want to see u again... and hear from u.... i understand....maybe i'm chasing the sun again... but i would die doing that...coz its that that can satisfy me... make me happy....
i nid u...for u are the pillar and breath that i nid to survive on....
i juz hope....i can see u tmr.... and that a fun time would be ahead.....
1mp3rf3t10n
I miss you alot. I just want to see that cheerful face of yours again.
posted at 4/02/2009
CAME BACK FROM SEC 3 CAMP!!!!
here's a least of things happening there....
1.Kayaking Refresher
2.Kayaking Expedition
3.Raft-making
4.Eco Study
5. Night Walk
6.Orienteering
7.Mountain Biking.
Haha...everything was fun....
was able to keep up wif instructor in expedition in the race...haha...kinda cool...
raft making went well(some what??? haha..:P)
Eco studying was boring...but disturbing the facilitor was fun... HAHAX
Night walk was kinda cool....almost see wild boar....ALMOST!!!!!!
Orienteering:tiring
Mountain biking...BUTT DAMN PAIN!!!!!
haha.... and i was skipping stones many many times.... kinda shocked that i can do it.... hahax
i kinda lost the point why i brought my phone... u din really reply.. but i can understand... haha....
juz so u noe.... i waited every night for ur reply.... for that's all it matters..... ^^
1mp3rf3t10n
Camp was ok. Food was nice. So was the days.
posted at 4/02/2009