3/6/09
everything is gonna be alright....
The things below will be for Sean....
Hey, we are willing to help you. I don't blame you for not listening to me. But listen to David and the rest. Listen with your heart, not your head. Cause your head is too thick to penetrate. And even after i die, and you say that I deserve it, I let you do all that. But keep this promise for me. I wish that you can at least show concern to her. She didn't really wish to avoid you that day. She just had to discuss things with me. And the threat that I made was a fake, don't put it to heart. And worst, DON'T USE IT AGAINST HER!!!!!!!! I wish that you could at least remember the things you promised her that you would remember and apply it.
And this is for Rytha....
I tried my best. You can see. I only have my fingers crossed. I don't wish to see you cry, so don't when I die. The most important thing is that you MUST be happy with him. Don't let my sacrifice go to waste. And another thing. The cause of me thinking about you is that you are my everything now. I thought of going after Ruth after I realized that i cant get you... but then again, i'll just cause another to cry her heart out. So all i do, is that i think heavily of you.... to say the truth, i tried drawing your pretty face on my note book... i couldn't draw... no matter wat... ur face can't be re-visualized on the page... So i got real angry at myself...y can't i draw u??!!! then i saw it, u belonged to Sean. I'm dying and its him that can carry on..... So i'll try passing everything to him before moving on......
Oh, and you were really pretty 2dae.... i was afraid i would screw up in scouts due to u.....
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She's my everything. I believe its the same for you. So, do your best to make her stay by your side. I believe many things can be done if you try.
posted at 3/06/2009