3/28/09
When I look into your eyes,
I see an angel in disguise.
Sent from God above,
for me to love,
to hold in either arms.....
Haha...gotten from a song....and to roof especially.... i love u alot.... juz hope u'll see this....
i actually forgot the spelling of that word...coz i've gotten so used to ur name.........
i'll bring u out someday....
i promise happiness to u....
i bear ur burdens with you....
i'll be here for you....
i'm yours....
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A proclamation to her.
posted at 3/28/2009
3/27/09
well....looks like u are sick..... well, get better soon.....
its really ok if u cant make it..... i'll juz meet u some other time...
but... here's sth i wan to say...
'time and again....loneliness sets in as u dun reply'
'ur face is all that i am living for now... so i imagine it in m mind all the time'
'ur presence is the picture of love as of how i see it....'
'so dun leave me'
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I love you alot.
posted at 3/27/2009
3/25/09
haha... i got my IC alrdy!!! the pink one.... i show my frenz sometime.... haha....
and looking real foward to Sat... i get to see u once again.... and maybe juz do a little more.... HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's all i hope to do....
oh... and to the one hu wans chalet, KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!
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Beer, alcohol, wine.
posted at 3/25/2009
3/24/09
the real reason i'm livin....is that i found this special someone..... this someone hu's eyes could be the thing i wish to see every morning.... the breath whom i wish to feel from.... the beauty which could blind me from all things true and good..... coz...now, u r my everything....
so i'll chase wif all my heart....even if u are the Sun....i would do the same.... nvr stopping.....
all i say is truth..... and mean it.....
i'll be the pillow for u to lie on, be ur punching bag to vent ur anger. be ur smile and ur tears....
i noe ur ex din treat u well.... i promise/swear or watever u wan....even sign a contract..... that u wont see history repeating itself.... ur flaws would be outshined by ur strength....
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I love the top of houses. (if you guys understand. i think you would too. haha. isn't that your nick? Haha)
posted at 3/24/2009
3/19/09
i'm not suppose to be here........ so y am i???
a gift from the above??? or is it hell You're tryin to giv...... i take #2....
its hell... coz...
u kept talking bout him.... kinda makes me feel.... nvm.....
She's avoiding me......
i really think things are better off if i'm not around.... Sean would agree....wont u????
boredom is starting to fill in.... so is emptiness......
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This should be a dead man talking.
posted at 3/19/2009
3/17/09
Today is a big day for all... We'll be watching what would happen to the person in a pact......
All those hu wans me dead, or those hu wans me alive... 50%..... i will try my best to be with all.....
and actually.... i miss u too much.... haha....
I really wan Ruth.... but.. i guess she got hurt to many times.... i help her recover....
David... i'll take over Mousedeer.... i try all my might.....
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Tonight, it all happens.
posted at 3/17/2009
3/15/09
many events are happening these last few days (literally)..... juz happy tat i can still do all these....
may everyone's lives get better......
and i have decided... maybe i'll try getting Ruth.... if i succeed, i'll do anything to reverse everything.....
but, i still wan both of u happy....together.....
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I have confessed my feelings to her.
posted at 3/15/2009
3/9/09
Sean! U did the right thing!!! haha!!!
And its great that ur my friend again... we nid lots of catching up to do...LOL
and maybe a few tricks from me and u can get it going wif her more.... lol
well.... maybe u might not wan to noe... but i'll still teach u.... she wans me to anyways....
and also, wen i'm (er....how to put it) somewhere..... i promise the nights will be as long as u wan... the moon will be as bright and round as possibles and the days will stretch till u get bored.... i promise all that....
U MADE ME WAIT FOR U FOR NO REASON!!!! KILL!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><
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Tick. Tock.
posted at 3/09/2009
3/7/09
for the past few days... all i could concentrate on was ur face... somehow, i miss u alot and alot....
then as u appeared in my head, a melody came... a soothing melody that was followed by lyrics...
and then at times life this, i would try to compose a song.... yet, wen i think about the lyrics, i noe u wont approve.... so i started thinkin of u again.... and plans that i could bring u out... then reality came in and told me i can nvr ask u out for a romantic date.... coz u are juz too buzi...
ur face kept appearing in different forms... ones in tears....a scene at the side of my coffin.... ones in fear....a scene of u in a place not known and no idea how to get out... ones in smiles.... scene of u playing with Sean..... ones with anger... a scene of u hitting me.....
no matter how, i cant seem to get u off.... so i'll juz try my best...to survive wif myself to the max...
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I found 2 girls that I want, one attached, one not. Problem was that I don't have much time and I don't want her to cry over my deathbed.
posted at 3/07/2009
3/6/09
everything is gonna be alright....
The things below will be for Sean....
Hey, we are willing to help you. I don't blame you for not listening to me. But listen to David and the rest. Listen with your heart, not your head. Cause your head is too thick to penetrate. And even after i die, and you say that I deserve it, I let you do all that. But keep this promise for me. I wish that you can at least show concern to her. She didn't really wish to avoid you that day. She just had to discuss things with me. And the threat that I made was a fake, don't put it to heart. And worst, DON'T USE IT AGAINST HER!!!!!!!! I wish that you could at least remember the things you promised her that you would remember and apply it.
And this is for Rytha....
I tried my best. You can see. I only have my fingers crossed. I don't wish to see you cry, so don't when I die. The most important thing is that you MUST be happy with him. Don't let my sacrifice go to waste. And another thing. The cause of me thinking about you is that you are my everything now. I thought of going after Ruth after I realized that i cant get you... but then again, i'll just cause another to cry her heart out. So all i do, is that i think heavily of you.... to say the truth, i tried drawing your pretty face on my note book... i couldn't draw... no matter wat... ur face can't be re-visualized on the page... So i got real angry at myself...y can't i draw u??!!! then i saw it, u belonged to Sean. I'm dying and its him that can carry on..... So i'll try passing everything to him before moving on......
Oh, and you were really pretty 2dae.... i was afraid i would screw up in scouts due to u.....
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She's my everything. I believe its the same for you. So, do your best to make her stay by your side. I believe many things can be done if you try.
posted at 3/06/2009
3/1/09
Pondering pondering....
WHHEEEE!!!!! Ds is charged!!! SO I AM SKATEBOARDING THE DAYS OFF VIRTUALLY....
i really wish to be able to pull off the stunts someday... wait... I DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO SAKTE!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!
hmm..... everyone seems to be happy!!!! THAT'S GREAT!!!!!!!!
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posted at 3/01/2009