haha!!! 2dae is a post bdae dae... still ppl wan giv me bashing...haix..... haha!!!!
then... foloed scouts 2dae to get some stuff i wan (many many badges) and some weird thingy on the sleeve or sth like that..... haha.....
had quite some time at HQ.... looking back, i remember bring my old scout troop there for the buying session.. haha... good times, good times.....
maybe here are some things i cant really promise....
David: i cant take over Mouse-deer... you should noe that better then anyone in Knights.....
Caroline; the pact must be done... cant lose out half way.... u cant change much
Rytha; i cant really screw stuff into his mind unless i can speak to him face to face in a manner that he accepts my meeting (Sean, if you are reading this..... i wan you to meet me at Montfort Fittness Corner...... I wish to tell u wat ever is happening to Rytha... somethings that u nid to know....)
Syafiq; No, ds cant be urs
Scott; srry cant help much in DJ Max 2....
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Happy birthday to myself!!!! haha.....
lets all write down what happened 2dae...
1. Tau pok of sec 3s
2. Tau pok of sec 4s
3. Birthday bashing (of some sort, explain in details l8r)
4. Meeting of SCB and Scottie Boi!!!!!
5. Running around
Actually,#5 goes wif both 1 and 2 as i was expecting from both groups...zzzzzzz damn tired... and during running, i feel in the gravelled pavement of the carpark..... tore my skin by alot....
den #3, some guys of sec 4 carried me to a lamp post, put it between my legs and pulled TIGHT!!!!! Owwww.... you guys can guess....
more the less, a meaningful birthday for once.....and maybe last....
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20 days.
Here's a few questions i pose.... to whom regarding, it would be stating below
Sean/Rytha: its not really you... coz look at it this way, it all turned sour wen u guys met me.... You guys meeting was for destiny.... Sean, you are not to die.... She would cry... and the meaning would not be there as u are the innocent party.... Rytha, you die and he cries.... it all started wen i was introduced... if i wasnt introduced maybe things would hav gone alot smoother....90% sure....
Q: What Do You Have To Die For?????
Syafiq: No explanation nided...Question below
Q: WHY DO YOU HAVE SUCH BAD TASTE?????
Caroline:
Q: Why be sad over me?
Scott:
Q: WHEN YOUR STEAD COMING???????? (HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
David:
Q:Can you change Sean for the best??????
WAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I am naming my songs from Love 101..... THX MEI MEI!!!!!!!!!
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Self-reflection is the key principle in all religion. What makes each religion different other then the (possibly)fictional supernatural beings. The craving from each living being is the same; to be the highest, superior livng organism to rule. Thus, God is there, as an aim to the highest point.
WAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
gee....looks like many cant make it!!!!...so i will cancel it and put it juz one day before i leave..... the 17 of march... ^^.... hope u guys can make it...
boring day.... alone again...... lonely..... MR lonely.... haha.... maybe its sth i chose... so i hav no regrets to it......
i juz hope to do sth before i leave.....
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Maybe, all your birthday presents if it really can't be helped.
i realised.... i aint wanted in the world.... i hav nth to go for.....live for......die for....
2dae... everything was kinda bad.... are very bad... woke at 5 becoz syaf asked me to.... den...initial time meet is 6.45... i arrived at 6... couldnt blame him... BUT HE ARRIVED AT 7!!!!.... i put that all behind me.... then i was attacked in class (you know what it means) to those hu dun... i blacked out...... very badly..... but... u din noe....did u..... and then... there was this weird finnacial literacy thing.... i ended quite late... and i think i pon a lesson coz i thought of meeting u..... AGAIN... its always like this.... then... u guys asked me away.... and i look like a complete sleep deprived guy... carrying a guitar which seems to be too heavy for me.....
i guess i know y....
y should i care.... if no one appreciate/cared about wat i do....
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I'm not welcomed. Nobody ever welcomes the demon.
STRAWBERRIES ARE NICE WITH COKE!!!!!!!
PIES TASTES NICER IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL COUPLES!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHA!!!!!! 'oi! siao arh!' LOL.... looks like valentines is spent alone...again... haha...so used to the loneliness that it really doesnt bug me..... well..... many ppl are doing many things.... i guess i'll juz sit here with my guitar playing.... fingers are starting to hurt....OW...... zzz....
RANDOMNESS FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IAMMAD!!!!!!!!! ....-.-"' haha....
Here are a few songs i'm practising... maybe can get it right....FINGERS ARE CROSSED!!!!!!!
Guess them out....i'll put lyrics most should noe....
#1
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all thats left to do is run
you be the prince and i'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes......
#2
Saying I love you
is not the words I want to hear from you
#3
Dear God...
The only thing i ask of you is to hold when i'm not around
when i'm much to far away......
Yea.... #1 seems pretty ok for now.... #2 and 3 still nids ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT of practise!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Rythm, guitar and lyrics. My companions for now.
seeing through my frenz happiness and saddness is wat i can do now... understand their lives alot better....
Cassie.... i didnt noe soo much.... ur suffering....its sooo much compared to many of my frenz.... ur dreams are taken... ur frenz/love ones are living... for u.... i hav pity..... i wish that even in the darkest times, u can still find the brightest light....
ALL U NID TO DO IS LOOK FOR THE HAPPINESS INSIDE U!!!!!!!
Valentines is spent alone for 15 yrs straight.... ^^....and hopefully,not the last.....
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I wish you the best of luck for your lives.
i lost sth again..... i lost my purpose....i hav nth to live for....
but i wasn't suppose to be here....right??? i was an accident... and still am now..... to all
i noe u dun wish to see me again... so i'm srry u saw me 2dae.... i wont appear in front of u ever again... u can kill me anytime u wish to....
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What's my purpose?
WAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! updating frequently...hope this makes u happy!!!!! AND ALSO TO ALL READERS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Juz watched finish Harry Potter on my comp....downloaded it from my source..... WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
dun noe wat to do this few days.... sooo bored..... gonna go to city hall on wed..... wif syafiq.... tot of adventuring for the next few days.....
reading alot of Harry Potter these days..... no idea y.... must hav been really really bored.....
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Boredom is the enemy now.
well, i was wondering what i should do wif the last 40 days from now..... haha....
Not much i can do....maybe get sth for Rytha... then blanja as many ppl as possible....
David....u really are observant.... i praise the first girl to set her eyes on u.... and i hope u do find one suitable for you
Caroline and Syafiq.... I giv u my blessings in ur relationship that is comming(i hope)..... may u guys last long and hav the happiest moments with each other.....
Sean and Rytha.... I hope u can understand each other better once i'm gone.... i know i'm the distraction for both of u... guess things will clear up by the 40 days... same blessing from me.....
Scott.... stop being a hongster and settle down.... find the girl that u truly like....love and cherish it.... She and u would enjoy alot if u do so......
Jess, alex.... i thank ur companionship with me for 6 long yrs.... i had the best childhood a kid could possibly dream of.....
I know i am thanking all these guys many times..... but they are the one hu made this life of mine purposeful....... i really am deeply indebt to them for eternity....
I hope i can find the thing for u....... u jus hav to wait.....
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True love is never wasted on one who cherishes it. (This is for all couples out there.)
THAT WASN'T THE PLAN LUCIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN..... I PROMISED MY LIFE TO U....AND THIS IS WAT U DO???!!!!
its....supposed to be them.....happy.....walking the same path...holding hands.....no constraints........ THAT'S THE WAY ITS SUPPOSE TO BE!!!!!!
i dun wan things like this.... i really dun........................
here are names that would stay with me
PIKACHU!!!!(both of you)
Ov3r P3rf3ct10n
Em0nk3y
LCM
LJ
SCB
Carebear
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I want my life to be given for a reason,and the reason must be fulfiled
the true conqueror of death....is one where he can except it himself.......
I have done tat...... everyone hav to die someday....its a matter if its coming straight and fast, or u decide to avoid it.....
There are things in the living which are far worst then death...
Frenz.... i feel sorry to leave u behind.....
to u.....this lyrics mean alot
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
God, that's all i ask of you....i thank Avenged Sevenfold for giving me this....and Sean for introducing me to the band..... Although u still hate me.... i will treat u as a fren...... no matter wat... we helped each other out in the past....that's all that mattered..... thx man
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I ask of you, my friends, is your smiles that can place a good soul to rest.
Fire escapes are great!!!!! they warm u up from a day of chill in a mall....and many times if u wanna be alone.......
i thank all my frenz hu's been with me.........thick and thin
Scott Lim
Rytha Lew
Sean Tan
Irfan Syafiq
Caroline
Jessica Choo
Alexander Lim
I thank you all for this wonderous life i hav had.......
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20 days after my birthday. I promise you I will cherish all moments with you.