11/30/08
more arguments... more sadness...more drama....zzzz
i hav failed in keeping a promise i made.... and thus ppl see changes in me.... 'they' are still in my life.... and i cant get rid of them... i am not doing rituals yet and i am resisting... but if they are too strong... then i am sorry...
thx to you Cassie... i kinda took a liking to Matchbook Romance... and they are kinda nice sounding.... my band's not made yet.... we planning to finish a big examination coming in a yr and plus we do not hav enough finance to keep it up.... and the name's changing... *sigh*
and to my band members.... plz note tat as mentioned above, we will save up as much (approx. $1000) for the instruments and equipments.... i shall list the items we will nid in priority:
1. Bass Guitar
2.Drums (either the electric or normal bass, but i plan on electric...)
3.Electone
4. Amplifiers (To be bought only if we go big)
5.Dj Mixer (IF NECESSARY FOR SCOTT)
And for the members, plan is 6... roles will be given now.... no more, no less
1.Drums-Scott Lim
2.Electric Guitar-Randy Goh
3.Electric Guitar-????? (find one for me Randy, Thanks)
4.Bass Guitar-Joseph Lee
5.Electone-Rytha Lew
6.Vocals-Irfan Syafiq
Band Name TO BE CHANGED.....
1mp3rf3t10n
I set....Myself up for...the greatest fall....of all time..........
posted at 11/30/2008
how is it possible...for me to be feelin lost wen i said i wont be hurt????
its impossible for something to be lost....if its not there at first.....
i am confused...and lost....
1mp3rf3t10n
Whats your next move???
posted at 11/30/2008
11/28/08
maybe, its distance tat makes one's feelins grow.... thus i hav gone crazy for u again....
was it luck, coincidence? tat i hav met u... or sth i was not to believe in.. fate...
i want many ans... and my tinkin has gone 'that' way again.... suppression is gettin difficult wifout u... its u tat i was able to suppress the tinkins....
i'm sorry i can't see u wen u arrived.... tell me if u can be free on wed... sms me... phone's fixed....
oh... and my overseas friend started talking wif me for a long time... keeps sliping my mind... her name's Cassie. Cassie Lily Goldstein. ( if i got it wrong.. i'm sorry) this is for u: if u wan to leave a comment, click the last heart from the right... there is a box for u to type....
1mp3rf3t10n
Was it coincidence, pure luck, or fate that I might you?
posted at 11/28/2008
11/27/08
There once lived a stupid man. As he was a farmer for living needs, he wished for the sun to be up so that he is able to grow many crops at once for more money. 'Why can't you stay longer in the sky?' He kept asking the Sun. The Sun, being unable to do a thing and give an explanation on this issue, continued on with its routine. The guy observed the Sun for a week, then came up with an idea. He decided to chase the Sun as it sets. It indeed worked, he was able to experience many days. However, he left his field, his village where his friends and family are. All worried for his well being. The field was barren after sometime and his family dead of hunger as none knew what farming is about. The man collapse after 2 years of chasing. His last few words were ' There was satisfaction in finding and knowing how to prolong daytime. Yet, the sadness I brought upon my loved ones has hurt me too. I am confused about how I am suppose to feel.' He died as a confused man.
There are lots of meaning in this story. Some that would be shared here. Please give me your opinions on my Cbox. Thanks. This story was cooked up as I thought about you.....
1mp3rf3t10n
Stupidity gives us strength to look at things with hope, thus we are able to accomplish them, no matter how difficult it seems.
Prove "He decided to chase the Sun as it sets."
posted at 11/27/2008
11/26/08
yesterday nitez.....i was tinkin through the tings i do for the first time...
all started wif a 'y did i like u?'
So lets talk about this for a while on this post.....
i was wondering, wat made u so attractive....there are so many bad points about u..... short....fat...easily irritated...cant take life as lightly as possible...unable to believe the impossible...stupid and etc. yet the good points u hav seems to cover it... BUT NONE I WAS LOOKING FOR....SO Y AM I SO ATTRACTED TO U????!!!!!
pondering and pondering.....asking and asking....wondering and wondering...............
1mp3rf3t10n
The reason behind all things have to be found on our own. Thus it can't be shared. All people's views are different.
posted at 11/26/2008
11/24/08
blog should be near dead by now.... so lets put a bit more updates.
Rytha left for Australia...asking for bros to join me in the celebration of her away.....^^ dun be angry at me but it really seems to call for a celebration!!!
pissed at sis 2dae....her stubborness is gettin to me.... grr....
lets see if this blog will die during the holidays like last time....
1mp3rf3t10n
And experiment, aim: to see if this blog will die.
posted at 11/24/2008
11/18/08
After a week of contact loss of Singapore, i am back.
Lets talk bout my trip in Osaka.
Day 1,2
I combined 2 days together cause 1st day was very very short. However, there are certain events I would say important before flight. 1. Rytha kicked me from behind in front of my friends, causing a wow in the crowd. 2. She thought i would find her but was found shortly. INSTEAD, she couldn't tell it was me.... LOL!!!
Shortly after arrival, went to hitch on the bus. First went to Kiyomizu Temple, Nishijin Kimono Show, Bullet train ride and Shinsaibashi shopping. Only remembered Kiyomizu Temple. Big,easy to get lost in, nice pictures engraved on walls and has a veri high level above sea.
Day 3
School Visit (Kouyo Junior High School in Kishiwada), Osaka Castle.
School Visit shall be about the magic needed to be performed in the school. I asked for 4 volunteers. First 3 girls of the crowd came to me. DAMN NERVOUS SIA! Den another girl came up. Got wowing from my side again. sigh. Osaka Castle was nice. Museum, din go see.
Day 4
This day was the day i see MT. Fuji. Nice, and had to wake up early to get nice snapshots. Go look at friendster to see. i will not upload pictures to blogger. Then went to Owakudani Valley. Sulphur stinks. They use it to boil eggs and then they go black. Sean ate one. The cruise was short so nothing to talk about.
Day 5
Asakusa Kannon Temple, Nakamise Shopping Street and Ghibli Museum.
Asakusa Kannon Temple was the place where i got my Gundams. One for me one for Sherwin. There are shops near by so that's why i was able to get them. Ghibli Museum was a anime center so its nothing nice. Let's all wait for Bleach Movie: Fade To Black to be released. Here's what i think the plot is:
Remember when Ichigo first went into Sirentai? The saving Rukia part. That's the part they are gonna show. The holes in the show.
Day 6
Double School Visits. 1. Tsukubadai Fuzoku Secondary School, Tokyo University. These two wasn't much.
Secondary school was just attending the lessons. Noted many things. The equipment especially. Chalk board, graph board. Then there is more then 1 solution for all their problem sums.
Tokyo U was just wondering around campus. Nothing much, just huge place. Nice pond and surroundings.
Harajuku shopping was pretty dangerous. Black's roamed the streets. I think the are to get people to buy their stuff. Sean got into one of them. Lucky for him, japanese people helped them out.
Day 7
Went to Singapore Embassy in Tokyo. Nice place. The speaker there explained the reason why there is such a office there and other stuff.
That's about the last day.
I wouldn't talk about shopping, Boring stuff.
Reason why good English is used, is that i am gonna copy and paste to my other blog
1mp3rf3t10n
Japan ROX!!!
posted at 11/18/2008
11/10/08
i am gonna kill my other blog!!! wahaha!!!! i will revive it wen i come back from japan..
watching rave master these days... y bleach 194 not out yet???!!!
hmm....times have been fun...real fun! ^^
1mp3rf3t10n
Lets see the promise you will keep.
posted at 11/10/2008
11/7/08
hmm.... movie cancelled so its a boring dae ahead....
lets see.... talk about yesterday... you stupid idiot!!! get me carry things for you AGAIN! zzzz... cant you carry ur own tings nxt time???!!!zzz bleah....
wahahaha!!! nth better to blog.... not sure wat to do for 2dae.....
*after awhile from 2dae*
WAHAHA!!! back... from arcade.....$20 gone....
NOW DEN YOU SAY DUN WAN GO WATCH!!!! I STARVED FOR 4-5 FUCKING DAYS JUST FOR THE MONEY LEH!!!!!
tell me the songs you wan....
1mp3rf3t10n
GRRRR.....
posted at 11/07/2008
11/5/08
SOARING....FLYING!!!YEA!!!OSAKA!!!!
hmm....12/11/08 coming liao... OSAKA!!! WHEE!!! can't wait sia.... i wondering if its gonna be fun... I got new clothes for it too...i hope the combination is nice enough (damn bloody smart though...long sleeve collared) Brand=Bossini for shirt and Hang-ten for jeans.
I wan my phone back!!!T_T wan take photo at Japan for keepsake... hmm....
i wan gundam wen i go japan!!! half price siol!!!!
zzz...go sleep lah you... will explain hu the bloody hell is THE BIG FAT PIG liao....
1mp3rf3t10n
OSAKA!!!!
posted at 11/05/2008
11/3/08
hmmm.....
I guess u are alot better now...and that i am not around....it seems u are alot more carefree...
i hope u will get to noe sherwin better... he is quite cute... i tink he would be coming on sat if u guys are ok wif it.... he says he would bring some friends along... note to scott and syafiq (bf also can if u wan him go)
I oni blan ja u... zzz... tats all....
i not sure whether if i shld still talk to u...its been quite awhile and u seem alot better wifout me around.
The finding is at the bottom.
1mp3rf3t10n
I have been mentioning you alot to Sherwin. And alot more of thinking whenever I do.
posted at 11/03/2008
11/2/08
many tings are not wanted to our ears....
tat convers may hav many reasons behind it... if u tink u would be alot better off wifout me...i would gladly be out of ur life... but i would still pray for ur happiness and safety....
Oh...and if u read this...the Sing to the Dawn ting is still on..juz tell me the date....
i 4gt to mention the chalet i went to...aka 2e3 chalet.... i tink i would mention in my holiday blog so do check it out here
den about another BBQ (my mom's friend turned 21)...it reminded me of agony again....the BBQ was held at Costa Sands....for those hu understand, i guess u can piece it all together....
1mp3rf3t10n
Your happiness is also mine.
posted at 11/02/2008
11/1/08
way to beat a guy wen he's dwon..dont u tink...
i noe i am hell of a guy...alot of disasters happened coz of me...i dun seem to complain alot wen a guy screws up my life.... but nvm.... i wont wan to screw urs even if u provoked me....
all these screwing up business isnt wat i wanted.... i juz wish to help in a certain way or another....even typing this sentence, i am picturing u arguing back....
i noe u wish me dead........
1mp3rf3t10n
I am just a burden to my family, friends and people around me.
posted at 11/01/2008