10/30/08
Started spriting again....juz fin a few of my pieces(2 to be exact).... if possible maybe i will show....:P
Den went out wif u again... ur shirt is nice....but the price is a bomb for the design....i hope u get wat u nid and want.....
its pretty sad to go alone today.... i was pretty depressed wen i went off.....dun noe y...but for once....real depressed...
I hope tat 2e3 is having a great time at the chalet.....
1mp3rf3t10n
*sigh*
posted at 10/30/2008
10/28/08
Heys.... i guess its time i dedicate a veri post to u...
well...u thought me tings i nvr knew. U tot me on my first (u should understand y it cant be spelled out, in case he comes here).
den, there are the times where u had spend the whole day with me. its so great. i hate it wen it ends. i feel real bad whenever we hav to separate. its ur great presenc tat makes those days so memorable. even wen u hit me, it felt like all was worth it.... i love it whenever u ruffle my hair.
thx for sharing ur woes wif me too. i understood life a lot better everytime a story is told to me by u. i guess its thx to u, i got to where i am today.
finally, thx for staying by me. even wen u tot u werent wif me, u were. deep inside, u are always wif me. and its even greater tat u personally was wif me during those times, even wen u were wif him.
Thx for everything.....You are a really special person to me.
1mp3rf3t10n
Thanks.
posted at 10/28/2008
10/25/08
a new blog is born through my account. Here.
den.... there r still many tings in my mind. And i hav decided to quit magick. i hav found the ans. i am still learning though.... and i hope....tat everything can be ok.
if u hav seen my new blog, there is stated tat i attended service. yea...learn a heck of tings there. maybe, those are the ans i was looking for. Thx Sis...i owe u alot
i showed u tat i wont play anymore by tearing it in front of u......but here.....there was a risk tat i knew....i might die pretty badly.....4 demons, 4 archangels.....
i hope tat u find happiness in watever u do.....
1mp3rf3t10n
The things you taught me today.
posted at 10/25/2008
10/24/08
And tears don't fall~~~
listening to these songs these days calm me alot.... and its real gr8 to feel so much better.....
i wonder if u are the same....i noe many tings are bugging u....tings are not going the way u like.... its time like this tat u nid to take life easy....u noe its gonna be a harsh reality.....so y take it hard wen u can take it slowly in bite sizes.....
everything came crashing down..... i dun really feel gr8 seeing u in misery,agony,pain.....it hurts for me too.....so be strong...not for me...but for urself.....
1mp3rf3t10n
A Bullet For My Valentine.
posted at 10/24/2008
10/22/08
I am really confused... am i suppose to be strong now?? or cry it out...
Today was the last day of sch....report book came in....posted to 3e3...i am real happy...and sad at the same time....
I expected 3e2.....so did my mom...and she is pressing to get me into tat veri class.... i am soo srry i couldnt get in.... I feel so useless...so stupid......
yet wat is done cant be undone...we hav to live on....i shall stay strong....and continue crying inside....
i was there wen u needed me...now i really nid u...but u are somewhere else.....i nid u to talk to....get past a day wif a smile..............
1mp3rf3t10n
The wall is really the best friend I have.
posted at 10/22/2008
Hehheh....was tinkin alot again....
musta be real bored....juz to be tinkin bout all these junk....haha!....
You are at the camp....bored to death wifout u around....oh...and if u are reading this post.... ur card is up and done.... BE REAL GLAD...HAHA!!!!^^
today was real kays bah?...lol Had jap class....2hrs....and oni learn (relearn) the basics....haha....greeting and stuff....hope can find kawaii girls there :P.....
Den this coming fri so sian....how to giv a girl's first....haix.....stressing out coz of this...huh?!...y arh?!lol...shocked and surprise for me....
The music thing was weird.....haha....
Listening to my collection of song..........
1mp3rf3t10n
Its not healthy to keep sighing,still, why am i sighing so much
posted at 10/22/2008
10/18/08
2dae...was veri bad...
i juz tot..... i could be wif my frenz for a sat....yet...haix....
mainly, this post would talk to u....
i dun tink u saw sorrow wen i was at the bus stop.... playing in the arcade alone wasnt really a dat fun.... being shouted at wen u were still happy really juz puts me down.... i begged my mom to let me off..... and this is wat i get... i almost cried at the bus stop..... yet.... wats holdin me back was ur smile.....the pain is too unbearable....
i found a great song in the arcade.... its on the DJ game....
Name: Calling for destiny
BMP:102
1mp3rf3t10n
What's yours is yours, what's mine is mine.
posted at 10/18/2008
10/16/08
listening to Avenge Sevenfold liao (thx to Sean bro XDXD)
Not really all tat bad sia... most fav song now from them: A Little Piece Of Heaven!!!!
Emo??? no lah... dun label me tat lehx frenz..... haha... may seem like tat (talk and stuff) but i am really normal (maybe???:P)
Enters are used many times here sia... lol....... maybe new style of typing for me???? haha....
Well..... many tings are back on track???? haha...guess oni lah....
Oh.... and ppl reading this post....plz tag me plox....thx!!! ^^
you.... thx for the moments and time...
1mp3rf3t10n
Thanks for all the happy moments.
posted at 10/16/2008
10/14/08
I am wondering lots of things now.....
Here's a short list:
1.What is your decision?
2.You can take another day with him?
3.How's my grades???
4.Why must you be connected to me?
5.Should I continue playing?
Goes on and on...there are so many depressing things lately..... i wanna end all this if possible....
i wan ans to this to...so if u can find the ans... tell me thx....
1mp3rf3t10n
Wondering.......
posted at 10/14/2008
10/13/08
Its about to go, going, gone.
I wan tings to slow down(asking tat too many times :P:P) i wan more time....more space....
Alot of tings to tink about since the beginning of my ban....veri sian....i hope it can teach me a thing or 2 bout it....
It seems tat there is a spiritual connection....i dun wan to hurt u....but i hav to. I nid ans.....
I am sooooo srry to put u through this.....i really wan and nid the ans.....
Den, bout work....found it! LJS seems quite well....i tink the pay is great to (so do u)....so i hope i confirm get the job by tml's final interview wif the BIG HEAD...ZZZ
To u my close fren, watever u do, do wif out regrets....stay happy always ^^
1mp3rf3t10n
What's gone, is gone.
posted at 10/13/2008
10/10/08
Emo.....
Is it really me? Hav i really turned to someone....i didnt wanted 2 be???
Dabbling in Magick is really scary....but i will play on....i wan ans...
Angels and demons....
Now wif the time passing damn fast...i wonder if i can juz stop it and relax..... i wan to destress.....i dun wan more ppl involved in wat is mine.....
I wan peace...
1mp3rf3t10n
The best present I can ever receive now would be the peace of mind.
posted at 10/10/2008
Wen a person is crazy...wat can u do?
Wen a person is depressed...wat can u do?
Wen u see a person depressed and noe tat u cant make him/her feel better...how u feel?
EOY over...yet stress is still beginning.... is there anyting i can do?...NO! damn
Craziness has taken over....my mind is in a blur.... i hav decided to play a deeper into magick...No, its not spelled wrongly....
Angel+Demon=???
FIND THE ANS....
I am a crzy person....
Many things hav happened....here's a list....
1.Ground 3 mth....
2. Fone not wif me
3.Suffering from depression (i dun wan u to noe so ignore this, its a lie)
Tats roughly wat happened....
I tot i hav gotten over.....yet..............
1mp3rf3t10n
Craze is what would give a human life the excitement it needs.
posted at 10/10/2008
10/8/08
My head...filled wif tots...
its feels like burstin....but i will be there for those hu wish to be consoled....
Haha...Well... tml's the last paper...history....been preparing for quite a while alrdy...
hope its all enough.
My phone is bonkers...i tink cause of sweat....
Looking 4 job....and to all members...find a job if possible....
Today...tings went quite smoothly.....
1mp3rf3t10n
Don't think about love,but think about the person you love.
posted at 10/08/2008
10/6/08
EOYs coming to an end soon....
I tink tat u wont understand much bout the tings tat happens to me... u noe wat they r..but...i tink u dont noe the effects tat well...
Firstly, the taunt. Its not juz the feelin tat keeps coming back...its something more troubling den tat.... i wish to share, but i nid u in private.... its...*sigh*
den....there's my family. i guess tat much u can understand. Its great u do.... i hope to noe ur family as well too.....hopefully they wont get the wrong impressions :P.....
Every time spent, is every moment treasured.
Tats all i have to say.
1mp3rf3t10n
MAY THE EOYS BE GONE SOON!!!! *CHEERS*
posted at 10/06/2008
10/3/08
Exams are officially and truly half way through
Exams completed:4
Exams left:4
WHOOPS!!!
i wish to practise wif u guys... mom is coming down on me hard.....coz of 2dae...
I wish everything can go as planned.... it seems like our band has its up and down...
There are 7 ppl in total now....(WTF?!) i dunno...i really wish to keep it to 6....
Currently, Sean(bass?) Scott(mixer) Rytha(electone) Syafiq(lead vocalist) Sherwin(drums?) Randy(Guitarist) Joseph(Guitarist)
i noe its damn big... i wan to cut down....
6 seems like a good number....
My5t 4ever!!!
u...are...the...one to cause me troubles....yet.... i would not blame u....and would 4ever love u.....
1mp3rf3t10n
My only weakness, love
posted at 10/03/2008