9/30/08
EOY's ARE HALFWAY THROUGH!!!WOOOO!!!!
wait....CRAP....history drag to nxt thurs!!! ARH!!!!
nvm...juz delay a day....
seems like things are once again back on track....bros are back....though wif bumpy rides....
and....my life seems to be peaceful...for now....
still scared of sec 4s....not me...my family....
and u were great to be wif...i treasured every moment....
To now...after eoy will be long post again...
1mp3rf3tion
Never gonna forget the moments
posted at 9/30/2008
9/26/08
EOY!!!! ARHHHHH!!!
Damn sian sia......EOY here liao....
its not the EOY tats i am afraid of...its time.... I wan to be able to juz relax at a certain time....
The times hav past...EOY woke me up.... time is juz zooming past....
I wan to go bac...be the carefree person.... tats the best...
Anw...nid to concentrate on studies (but knowing i am not...^^).....lol....History notes are done....based on PUB's notes..... sianz.... i wondering....is it all enough?....My eng was given the best shot i could..... hope it gets B at least.....
Now to u...my fren.... i hav 4given u....so stop dwelling on it....
1mp3rf3t10n
Times has past so quickly.
posted at 9/26/2008
9/25/08
its real weird 2dae...
i wonder....
well...many tings were brought to me as a shock...
i didnt know u were capable of doing such tings (keep the ting...i dun wan it bac)
yet...u made me 4giv u....cause u r u...
i really am confused....
hate u? love u?
and.....
i wan ppl to understand at least a bit of me....
plz....
i wan my old life back
1mp3rf3t10n
Its a really fine line.
posted at 9/25/2008
9/23/08
Real unlucky....tats wat it meant.....today tat is...
I nvr knew luck can change one's day this badly...
here's some of the unlucky things i went through:
1.Big blister on right hand (check friendster for pic)
2.Stepped into sth no one really wanted.....zzz.....
3.U changed ur mind on meeting..after waiting for a couple of hours......
i aint sure if the unlucky stuffs are gonna add on....
Still..i will be practising guitar for you so dun worry.....
1mp3rf3t10n
All for you.....
posted at 9/23/2008
9/19/08
Yesterday....Scott and Syafiq and Rytha came to my hse....wanted play gutar mahx....
First...go buy lunch...i wont reall call Coke wif cup noodles lunch...but tats wat we bought....zzz.....Mine tom yam (the usual again), Rytha is curry chicken, Scott is Chicken and Syafiq nth..(FASTING) haha.... sad for syafiq....
Go my hse first ting...on comp...actually wanted to search for the chords wan...den syafiq go watch D-Gray man...zzz...Scott more hardworking....at least trying to play.....
den pang sei me and rytha...left me and her alone at home..(ah ma was around for awhile)...
sooo srry....i am soo srry....it came over me....juz soo srry....
den went to fetch my younger sis....Rytha call Jolyn cute (*vomits*) nvm....SEAN JIE JIE
HAHA
1mp3rf3t10n
I am sorry and am regretting it.
posted at 9/19/2008
9/16/08
'Everything has a reason'
No idea where i heard it....but it really struck me....
I wonder:
Should i have met you?
Am i suppose to forget you?
Why can't i forget you?
Are we meant for each other?
Why am i asking stupid questions?
I want ans...but ans dun wan me....i am left to figure things out and hate myself should i figure it out wrong or if the ans is not desired.
1mp3rf3t10n
I tried forgetting you, but you kept coming back to my memory.
posted at 9/16/2008
9/12/08
GAhHhH!!!
I TINK MY EYESIGHT GETTING DAMN BAD LIAO!!!! i now having double-visions on comp.....really nid to go get specs b4 they really spoil...must hav been the nights talking on msn wif u.....
Haha! no wories.... tings will be fine.... i wonder how life for u wifout him for now is going.... and ur singing of the chinese song is not bad...i heard it over the phone and i must say...its ok wif a person hu's chi sux ass....(i better den u horhx) yawnz....
i miss my fren...his name is Sleep......ZZZ
tings are going well(for now) i dunno how life will be for the next few days...i am mixed feelin now.....
the tings tat are happening....there is a reason to it right???
1mp3rf3t10n
Life is full of surprises
posted at 9/12/2008
9/11/08
i wondering if everything is gonna be okay.....
oh well...
Sis broke...so i nid torture myself 4 at least a wk....^^ wondering gd or bad sign....SIGH....
I tink i stretched to much today....almost muscle tear for playing Chapteh(watever its spelled)
YAWN.....
If tings really are gettin better....or worser....i wanna pass life in a reasonably good way....
Short post are up for a while....^^
1mp3rf3t10n
Learning how you speak to me. (You know who you are)
posted at 9/11/2008
9/9/08
i really wished...hoped...but nth changed...
my life is under alot of confusion....all created by myself.... i juz wanna hav a good life....but it juz not coming to me....a good saying 'so near,yet so far'
i am walkin down the lonely lane....with no company......
dying seems like bliss...
1mp3rf3t10n
Walking alone..always had...always bee....always will........
posted at 9/09/2008
9/6/08
Invasion of boredom....*speaker* (WE ARE HERE TO INVADE UR MIND)......ZzZ
NID SLP.....REALLY NID SLP.....ZzZzZ....Spent a lot of nights talkin to u sia....haha...fell aslp first on our latest convers.....lol....out of the blue lorhx...
Nth interesting (AGAIN!!!) i wan more interesting things...though they may hav happened today???LOL....
Lets recap...thurs was pretty dull....L8 for SPA!!!! 30mins!!! Wasnt able to complete graph...(prayin dun fail liao T_T) Mom gets word of this and i am dead..... Weird ting bout this holiday..WAS ABLE TO SLP QUITE LATE....ZzZzZzzzz....
Fri was boring....WHOLE DAY AT HOME....but whole afternoon was dedicated to talking to u....yawnzz......night tuition(break from comp) den talk to u again.....den u called....SLPT EARLIER DEN U!!! HAHA!!!!SUCKER!!!! cant believe u ate all tat junk though...LOL
Guess this is end for recap....post a little while nxt time
1mp3rf3t10n
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE~!!!
posted at 9/06/2008
9/2/08
So much things to tink....i wanna juz stop tinking for once....wanna be tat innocent child i once was.....
Chalet was great.....Day 1 was Wild Wild Wet wif 'Family' and some other of Sean's frenz.... Also included is the cycling part...... Chouya was cool too!!! Down a cup wifout gettin drunk!!! Not tat strong anw..... but the effect damn soink.....VERY WARM......
Day2 is stayover night 4 me....didnt stay in Day1....mom is damn fucked.....so stayover the same day as LJ...or known as Sis....better would be Rytha.....Day2 was kinda smooth....er... yea... first was fetch Sis to chalet...den skip breakfast... play arcade(left Sean and Sis in the room for 1 hr...NTH HAPPENED!!!!XDXD) and bowling.....start BBQ(almost caught 4 playing wif fire :P)....REAL movie at 12...Clone Wars(DUN EVER WATCH!!!!!) den slp liao.....Slp was 2.30 arh???LOL!!!
Day 3 was scary...But first lets start wif the morning...Woke at 3.40+???i din slp after dat...hav to wait for Syafiq wake den go Makan wif him first...He fastin marhx.....den makan at Mac liao go bac chalet........den played DS....Sis woke up....went toliet....den came out....wen she came out....we ended sth between us.....Den she go back slp.... 6.00am...Everyone woke up.... packed up the room....Half way packing...Melvin was outside the door....SAW RYTHA!!!! IMPORTANT NOTE: NO GIRLS ARE ALLOWED TO STAY IN THE CHALET!!!! tried escaping....din work....dat not too sure coz....i dun noe wat happening between Sean and his 'rents....His 'rents are as fucked as my mom....over protective.......
Tats all lorhx.....now nid kick sth from my mind.....will post again
1mp3rf3t10n
Started something, endING something
posted at 9/02/2008