8/21/08
The end is near.... i can feel it...... lots of tings are coming down...and so my life will crumble...
tings havnt been done....its to be left untouched...unknown and nvr known....
the last ting i wan to hav in my mind is u all....my frenz...... i juz hope this post can be hypocritical....
there has been someone i wished i could kiss 4 a long time....its not u...sis...neither of my ex too....
i juz wanted to say tat the girl would juz come to me 1 day.... to let me hug her tight...hold her hand for eternity and kiss her like there were no tml...
this post is to be short....and sweet
The LAST BREATH IS DRAWN...........................................................
posted at 8/21/2008
8/19/08
haixxx......many many problems sia....
ok...i dun noe wat it really affair anot....but be coz of STH.....my "fam" is kinda....not wif me....I juz hav a wish for this....SIS....dun break wif him....
den...er.....Yea....kinda bad for me but i now studying Satanism....juz a bit... learning the demons first... so yea....i am kinda negative now.... 1 ting.... Satanism is not about doing evil and stuff.....
i kinda 4gt 1 of my sigils....AHAHA!!!!
Now nid to concentrate on my interview for the upcoming EV ting....External Validation tingy....sigh...nid to memorise so many stuff.... my memory is kinda exploding wif junk....
i post all these 4 now.... many more tings are headed my way.... can kinda feel it......
THINGS ARENT WAT THEY SEEM TO BE....
posted at 8/19/2008
8/16/08
so stressed out dealin prob....
I tot alex settle wif me liao den l8r dora"daddy" call me coz of tat time got taiji wif me... sian...i tink he say nvm one...in a gangster way of coz.....Sigh.... nid to avoid white sands 4 a while..
den i realised sth... RYTHA WENT TO ADD THEODORA!!!! cant tings get any worse alrdy....
den also make police report on the pasir ris 88 bus taiji... lets hope the ppl get caught and hope tat they stupid enough to skip the contradiction in the testimony...
*sigh* i want to be free from these problems........*sigh*
posted at 8/16/2008
8/14/08
Hai.... living in a world of gangstas is quite scary....if this includes ur frenz (especially those in "family")
seems lyk Sis doesnt nid to be fetched 2dae....so went cuttin wood wif montfort knights (desmond and a few lorhx) We discussed bout the gangsta prob wif them too....I tink Scott and Sean go tell lorhx......Fk them lah if they did......I dont wan more victims in this prob.....
Den yester day fetch sis home is lyk damn weird lahx!!! XP... me and sis sittin beside each other damn weird lorhx....Sean is suppose to be in my place but his 'rents wont let him so.....T_T for him... I almost feel bad for him, ALMOST.....
guess tats all....
My life is full of fear now....NO MORE SPREADIN OF THIS NEWS
posted at 8/14/2008
8/13/08
Keh...... Trouble seems to brew again! Finally though. Its been quite sometime tat this sort of things happened to me..... Lets recap shall we? XD
Er....first off! NDP 08 WAS GREAT! especially at the end! PARTY PARTY PARTY!! haha... Caroline and company went abit crazy... pourin water over ppl.....i was kena lohx...T_T....BUT IT WAS FUN! The competition with Syafiq was also cool....no winners though....XD
den....we kena gangsta trouble....My sis and bros......and me of coz.... Got gangsta(or pose gangstas) wan trouble coz of talkin loud...PEFH.....they crazy is it....no one complain wat.... if got majority against us..... den yea.... but din wan stuff to go bigger....so gotta relax... talked calmly.... weirdly...
oni i spoke......So scary....den sis almost kena.... wah lao! They kena sista they will die lorhx....
Talk now....post more l8r.....
Imagination has gona bonkers....XP
posted at 8/13/2008
8/1/08
ZzZzZ......
Gah!!!...Life's juz 2 borin dese daes.....*yawn* hw still hav alot.....sian...
Sean and Scott survived the day...due to the fact i promised Rytha not 2 hurt them....Syafiq brought the knives though......Haha....one chopper....wif jagged side....custom made....wished i had 1.....
*yawn*...2dae also got NDP rehearsal....dismissed at round 5...so went 2 hav dinner wif Scott and Syafiq....finally...i got the basketball cup from Mac.....
Tml is NDP rehearsal(combined)...finally can see Theodora...Man...I miss her lots....there's juz one thing tat makes me remember her....its a secret....no one should know....I usually smirk wen i tink bout tat face....
Post all these 4 now...i damn sian...ZzZzZzZzzzzzz.................
Joseph,Sean,Scott,Syfiq will be long lastin BROS!!!!
posted at 8/01/2008